I said “What you said is right Amit but I feel bad for enjoying it”
Amit said “Neha dear. Let me ask you something”
I said “what?”
Amit asked me “What was your yearly salary after deductions?”
I told him the answer.
He said “Most people work one entire year for earning these Rs. 5 lakhs. Many people work 30 days a month and 365 days a year and still don’t earn this much.”
I said “ok…”
He said “Neha. You have no idea how rich these clients are. These rich guys have lot of money, good businesses, good careers and everything in life”
I said “What are you trying to say Amit?”
He said “They are ready to pay you in lakhs just to spend one night with you”
He continued “Even actresses don’t get paid this much in film industry on per day basis. They are paying this price because of the reasons why I told you I take 30% cut earlier”
I nodded my head and had half-smile on my face.
Amit said “These people have everything in life yet they want to sleep with a girl like you. Can you tell me why Neha dear?”
I said “because I am beautiful and sexy?”
He said “Right. You are so cute, beautiful and sexy. Anybody wants to fuck you wild. Apart from that, It’s also because they want to fulfil their desires which they can’t fulfill normally”
I said “We talked about this Amit. What about me? I feel bad for enjoying it”
He said “Why are you feeling bad about it?”
I said “Well. I don’t know.”
He asked “Did you feel like this when you are were with them yesterday whole day?”
I said “no”
He said “This is your problem Neha. You think too much.”
He continued “Let me ask you this dear. You are saying you feel bad about it. Rakesh, Aakash were also part of the act yesterday. If you are wrong, they are also wrong. These people are rich, successful and are smart. They are not stupid to spend 5 lakhs to sleep with you. You think they are stupid?”
I said “no”
He continued “Neha dear. What I am saying is that you need not feel bad about it. It’s just like one night stand. You just hookup and enjoy life. That’s the end of it. Nobody in the outside world knows anything about what you did inside. Let me ask you this Neha: Why didn’t you feel this way yesterday?”
I said “I don’t know Amit”
Amit said “Well my dear. You were busy enjoying yesterday. You were sharing pleasure with them. They got into your pants. You might have fucked really wild the whole day. You also confessed that you enjoyed it. If they are not feeling bad about fucking you, why should you feel bad about yourself? They are playing equal role”
Amit is right. If they are not feeling bad about it, why should I feel bad. In fact they are paying me money to spend a day with them. I am getting money and also the pleasure. It’s their need and their desire. I am fulfilling it and I am also liking it. I shouldn’t feel bad about this at all. In fact they should feel bad but not me.
Amit said “You are silent….”
I maintained silence.
Amit said “I will take you somewhere which really would change your mind”
I said “Where Amit?”
Amit said “Well, you will see”
To be continued…..
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