My heart started racing like anything. What does she want to say? Will she say I am pregnant?
She said“Ok Neha……”
“Do you have any plans to get married?”
I said “No doctor”
She said “Neha…you said you have boyfriend but not serious boyfriend……..I don’t know what to say”
“Please doctor tell me what it is….”. in a nervous voice
She said “Neha……you have very low egg count”
I asked “What doctor?”
She said “Your egg count is very low. You will face problems with pregnancy in future. Right now, your issue is small. “
I asked “What are you telling doctor?”
She said “What I am saying is …… if you don’t have kids in next 2 years, you may never become pregnant in your life again
I said “Wow doctor”
She said “You will run out of eggs fast. Chances of you becoming pregnant after two years is almost impossible”
I felt my whole life is shattered. I already purchased apartments and a car. I have to pay EMIs. I have a new job now. I started to sweat.
Doctor asked “Neha…..are you ok?”
I said “yes” in a shaking nervous voice.
She gave me small sealed water bottle which was on table and asked me to drink it.
Meanwhile she got a phone call and she said “excuse me” and moved aside to take the phone call in corner of the room.
I took the water bottle with little shaky hand and started drinking it. I kept thinking.
It takes at least 5 years for me to settle down in life and to clear off EMIs. I can’t stop them in middle. What about Amit’s commission? What about my relationship with Rahul?
Now, what should I do? What will be my fate?
If I proceed forward with my current life, I cannot become pregnant after five years.
If I don’t proceed forward, I have to return back to normal life.
I have to get into good relationship with someone, marry them and then become pregnant and then have kids. Giving birth is hard. Financially it is will be a big burden. I will lose my PA job if I stop sleeping with kumar sir and ashok sir.
Where can I find my future husband who is ok with my current life?. Whom should I marry? How can I do that in two years of time? How can I find another good paying job? How can I pay my EMIs and bills?
All these thoughts made me so nervous. My eyes started to blackout. My heart started beating very very fast. I started feeling uncomfortable. My head started spinning. My stomach started getting upset. I became very weak. I felt extreme stress in my mind. I think I am having a panic attack. I lost my balance and fell down from the chair. I fell on the floor. My eyes are getting closed.
“Neha…Nehaaaaa……” shouted the doctor from behind. I could hear her voice.
I fell of the floor. I started losing consciousness. I am feeling dizzy. I don’t know what’s happening anymore…………slowly…….…my eyes got completely closed. Everything blacked out…..I slowly lost my consciousness.
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AFTER FEW HOURS ON THE SAME DAY
Amit and I left the hospital and are now in Rahul’s house. Amit said that I need to install the app he mentioned earlier.
I asked him “Why?”
He said he set a deal for me today evening but client wants to confirm only after seeing few pics of mine.
I said “What?”
He said “A Deal my dear……”
I asked “How much?”
He replied “I will not tell you anything”
I asked him “Please Amit”
He said “You are violating our agreement”
I kept a sad face.
He continued “You look very cute when you keep a face like that but I am not going to melt like your boyfriend does”
I maintained silence
He said “Fine. I will cancel the deal if you don’t want”
I said “Amit……please”
He said “Then don’t ask”
I stayed silent
Amit took my phone and installed the app on my phone. He said it won’t be available in play store. After installing the app, he configured some stuff. Finally he created a group chat with client.
He sent few finished pics from computer to my phone and his phone in encrypted format. He tried to send my pics to the group chat. I got a notification asking for my approval. I pressed ok.
Pics went to the client.
After few seconds, Client sent a string of numbers.
Amit said these string of numbers indicate GPS location, time and place.