Incest

Three Mothers, One Secret

The girls of the campus were a separate weather.

Not one girl. A view. Hostel girls in groups, day-scholars with files held against their sides, seniors who walked through the corridor as if the bell waited for them. Some looked like Banaras. Some looked like they had arrived from a different Hindi. Keshav noticed the way a laugh carried under the trees. Rohan noticed who turned at the canteen counter. Kabir noticed who did not turn at all. They did not speak of it as hunger. They spoke of it as the new landscape — who sat in the third row, who came on a scooty, who already had a senior waiting after class.

Seniors were the other country.

Second-year boys who lent notes with a kindness that was also a measurement. A girl from third year who told them which professor marked attendance with his eyes. A group near the bike stand that did not look at first-years unless a first-year blocked the path. And above them, moving through the same roads with a different gravity, the older ones — PG, research, people whose time on campus had already become a style. The three from the gali learned quickly where to stand and where not to stand. They learned that a senior’s “later” could mean notes, or a warning, or nothing.

The first week arranged itself into a rhythm.

Morning tempo. Gate. Attendance. A lecture that felt longer than the clock. Shade under the same tree. Canteen tea that tasted of steel glasses and too much sugar. Vishal talking. Naina asking whether they would join the commerce society. Tanmay marking which days a particular professor came late. In the gaps, the view kept changing — a group of girls crossing toward the library, a senior’s bike cutting through the afternoon, the sudden green of the campus after a brief shower that left the stone darker and the air cleaner.

They did not go straight home. That was the first small rebellion, if it could be called that. They stayed back an hour, then another, until the gali had to wait. When they finally returned, the three houses received them as they always had. Kalpana asked Keshav whether he had eaten. Kavita wanted the name of every teacher. Sunita asked Kabir only if the week had been useful. Sonam, Isha, and Riya took the stories in passing — the size of the roads, the number of cycles, the fact that Banaras contained a place this wide and they had lived beside it all their lives.

On Friday they sat again under the tree, bags open, first notes already dog-eared. The campus moved around them with a confidence they had not yet borrowed. Vishal said the second week would be harder. Naina said the second week would only feel harder. A senior passed them, nodded at no one in particular, and went on toward the gate as if the week were already finished for him.

Keshav watched the road that led out.

“It’s a different Banaras inside,” he said.

Rohan crushed a biscuit packet.

“Same city. Different crowd.”

Kabir looked from the faculty building to the trees to the distant movement of girls and bikes and late cycles.

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