I deserved a better life and I was determined to get what I wanted ofcourse without taking any stupid risks. So I spoke to her about my decision to finally take the plunge for some sexual relief from other men. We discussed all the men whom I frequently interact with on a daily basis.
I never was and never have anything against people from lower/ smaller backgrounds. Be it a worker, a cleaner or my husband’s rich business partner and friends. All are equal and the same for me. Oh I forgot to mention, I am between dusky and whitish in complexion typical to women from central India.
But at the same time I am also blessed with a decent figure which still turns heads for a second look… especially from men. I know this for sure because before marriage almost all of my boyfriends said this exact same thing about me.
Before marriage I only engaged in having my boobs sucked or caressed from above my clothes and gave hand jobs in return. I wanted to save my cherry only for my husband and I regret that decision every single day. My breasts were C cup but have grown after my pregnancy.
I am presently 34DD-28-34 and 5-7” in height. My nipples especially when I am aroused can grow as big as grapes extending to nearly a centimetre. So despite me wearing a bra, my nipples easily show especially when I am aroused. I used to also be a marathon runner till before marriage.
But family restrictions on do’s and don’ts after my marriage changed everything. Thanks to my regular yoga, I still have maintained my nearly hourglass figure. I have perfectly tear drop shaped breasts which sag a little now due to their size.
I know my boobs are unusually large for my frame but then they are also the main reason why I grab all the male attention. I am still breast feeding my baby girl so I do have milk in my tits which also makes them bigger and sag even more…
Because of my present stressed mental condition, the milk supply from my breasts was directly affected. So I was unable to feed my baby enough and had to supplement with other feeds. I also have a perfectly flat tummy and firm round buttocks which is the other main reason why I attract attention from men.
Having read so many stories, I know what men desire and which parts of a woman’s figure attracts them the most. I watched videos to learn how to walk such that my butt sways in an enticing manner.
You can say that I might have exhibitionist tendencies but I don’t care because I want to bask in all the public male attention I can get. It’s not my fault that my husband doesn’t find me attractive while other men do, so my best choice is to find solace in the latter.
I don’t have any restrictions on what I wear but despite this I stick to traditional sarees or salwar kameez covered with a dupatta when I step outside my house. After all we live in a small town and women here are used to being conservatively dressed at all times.
Young college girls do dress up in modern clothes but in nothing more than jeans and t-shirts/shirt tops. I do wear jeans and tops outside the house but only when attending parties with my husband.