It took me more than a week to get out of bed and another full week before I could walk again normally. From that day till a few years later till I got pregnant, he didn’t miss a single chance to bang me whenever he felt like it. The day I told him about my pregnancy, he stopped. Like he didn’t even touch me again.
In a way I felt relieved because of the horrendous ordeal which I experienced till date. In my seventh month of pregnancy I went back to my parent’s place for my delivery. I stayed there till my baby girl turned one. Then I came back to my in-law’s house.
I was missing sex but what transpired was that same repeat rough banging experience. Thankfully it was not so frequent now. Ramesh banged me whenever he felt like it which was very unpredictable. My in-laws had moved to their own house leaving us to live on our own.
I wasn’t enjoying this rough sex but like they say some sex is better than no sex… Within six months of me returning to my husband’s house, my sex life had nearly come to a standstill. Even if Ramesh fucked me once in a few months then it would be a very big deal.
Then some months later I began feeling the urge for sex but that remained an unrealised dream. Ramesh has a horrible temper and the silliest of things can trigger him. So I didn’t have the courage to ask him or even hint him for sex.
Maybe I am the abnormal one because I have a strong urge for sex now but I can’t help it. After all I am also human at the end of the day. Ours was an arranged marriage so there is nothing I can do about it now. All I can do is to accept the way my life is and to live with it. Because of this, there is no love between us…
Just a pure mechanical arrangement where we are living like husband and wife under the same roof for the sake of society. He loves our baby girl a lot because in his family and extended family she is the first female child to be born. Now we have sex so rarely that I can’t even remember when was the last time we did it.
Even when we do have sex on rare occasions, it is the same ruthless banging experience which I got on my honeymoon. I have never experienced foreplay with Ramesh even though I am desperate to experience it…
It is always an occasional rough boob press a few times followed by outright rough penetration and machine gun type frantic hip movements till it’s all over. Despite all this, just the anticipation that my hubby is finally in the mood for sex gets my juices flowing.
This itself makes my pussy wet enough to not cause me pain when he pushes his erect cock inside hard and rough. I have been reading stories on this website since a long time because I too yearn and dream about enjoying REAL good sex one day… My knowledge of sex is limited to what I have read in the stories.
In real life, the only type of sex I know about is the way Ramesh bangs me. The only position I know is missionary for the same reason. I am yet to experience my first proper orgasm with Ramesh leave alone the mind blowing or earth shattering orgasms which I have read about in so many sex stories.