He again nodded yes putting up a serious innocent face. I am sure we both knew that this was never going to end… This was just the beginning of the life which I have been craving for… I left from there headed to my house.
On the way I asked him to clean-up and join me for lunch. I didn’t bother to clean myself or change my clothes because staying like this felt really different and arousing. Shyam served up his plate and turned to leave.
I asked “Shyam where are you going? Sit here and have your lunch with me”. His eyes were looking at the floor all the time. He replied “madam please let me do what I am doing. It is best for both of us…”.
He left with his plate while I was too caught up trying to make sense about why he said that. While eating my lunch, I was reminiscing the awesome day I had so far also experiencing so many out of the world orgasms.
After my lunch I settled on my sofa and message my friend. I told her everything which had happened. I also told her that somewhere in my back of my mind, I was feeling guilty for having done everything which I did today…
Especially the last encounter with Shyam… She replied saying this was all normal because it is my first time… She said this was going to happen again and to be mentally prepared and look forward to enjoying it without any guilt or regrets…
I told her I was worried if Shyam would end up raping me like my husband did on my first night. She replied yes it was a possibility but it was still in my hands…
If I willingly participated with him then it might turn the tables and make it one of the most memorable sexual encounter which I would ever enjoy… My breasts were beginning to ache now and I didn’t know why.
I was worried and decided to a see my doctor asap regarding this. Just then I heard my baby girl cry. I went to my room and sat with her on my lap. I was breast feeding her with my t-shirt fully drawn up.
If Shyam was going to watch or not didn’t matter to me now. A minute later he knocked on my door and said “madam I found the tools you were looking for…”. I replied “very good Shyam. Where did you find them”?
He replied “madam…in the same attic…”. I almost screamed and said “Shyam how did you even get up there”? He calmly replied “madam I used the same stool…”. I panicked even more with fear and said “Shyam you first come inside”.
He replied while still standing outside “madam I can’t… because you are feeding your baby”. I irritably said “Shyam I know you have already watched me twice since morning. So stop the drama and come inside now”.
I was surprised about how easily I said this but I just did. Shyam took and few moments and then stepped inside. His face was lowered with his eyes looking at the floor. I calmly said “Shyam look at me first”.
To Be Continued…
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