Please read the previous part here ( It’s My Life – 1 ). Now let’s continue
I said “yes I know and I am super thrilled about it”. He continued “but I am not able to give you the real pleasure which only a real man can give you…”.
I replied “what makes you think like that? Did I ever complain”? He replied “no darling I know you better than that. Even if everything I do makes you orgasm, the real thing is still missing. So after a lot of self introspection I am telling you to seek external pleasures”.
I was aghast hearing this from him that too so direct and so openly. I said “if you know me so well then you also know that I will die before I open my legs to anyone other than you”.
He hugged me tightly and said “I know darling, how much a chaste woman you are. But I am feeling very guilty about this whole thing”. I got out of his hug pushing him back.
I said “so you are telling me that just because you are not able to get hard enough to penetrate me you want me to sleep with other men”???
He pulled me back into his loving arms and said “don’t get so worked up darling. All I am saying is that a real man will give you more satisfaction than these sex toys and I am not able to see you suffer like this”.
I replied “if you know me so well then you also know that sleeping with an outsider is unfathomable in my mind. How can you even think I will do this”? He said “I know how difficult it is for you. I also know you will not think twice before moving a mountain if it is for my sake”.
I replied “I can go to the end of the world for you. But don’t you think what you are asking me to do is so wrong? Let’s say hypothetically that I do it… what will be the implications on our family and the society we live in”?
He said “well darling I have not thought thru everything but I request you to please consider it for my sake. Just think what if when you come back and tell me everything and that gets me hard… don’t you think it will help us”?
I thought deeply about what he said and for his sake I am ready to give up my life… but letting myself to be consumed by another man who is not my husband is not even in my dictionary leave alone my thoughts…
So to end this emotionally uncomfortable and disturbing discussion, I said “fine Prakash, if this is going to help you and us then I will think about it. But please give me time and don’t push me”.
He replied “you can take all the time you want. I am fine to wait… just try it once for my sake”. As he said this, I saw his cock twitch in his boxers. The impossible had happened for the first time in seven months…
Without wasting a second I pulled his boxers off and got between his legs. His cock had grown stiffer than it ever did after a long time. I was super thrilled and took it in my mouth sucking him like my life depended on it.
He might not have been hard like steel but he was hard enough as compared to the rubber dildos I was using till now. I pulled off my nighty throwing it aside and climbed on his cock.