“Oh, Parvati Maa, you know I want to be a mother… a real mother. For the past seven days, I have been following the instructions given by Guruji–keeping his blessed hibiscus flower under my pillow. However, it is beyond my imagination that from the very first day, you have been appearing in my dreams, telling me I would be able to conceive a child only with my brother…”Supriya’s married daughter, Soma Choudhary Seikh, sighed helplessly in the small worship room of her parents’ house in South Kolkata, looking up at the large, colourful portrait of Goddess Parvati.
“Yes, my child, you have to follow my message strictly,” suddenly, the heart-touching voice of a little child echoed in the room.
Soma looked around in surprise. She could see no one… only a misty, unrecognizable image without any clear-cut shape behind Parvati Maa’s portrait. She could feel with her sixth sense that the great Goddess Parvati had arrived in person, as the room immediately filled with a hypnotizing scent. She felt her whole body grow weightless, a heavenly shiver ran through her, and her eyes moistened.
“But how is it possible, Maa? A sister can’t get herself impregnated by her own brother’s incestuous seed and loose her chastity… it’s an acute sinful act… and you know my nubile pussy never meets another man’s cock other than my husband,” She was panicked… anticipating the illicit task she would have to follow to become a mother… however, losing her chastity.
“No, my child… it’s your wrong perception… you sure know how the ‘Panchasoti’ ( A group of five women known for their chastity ) got pregnant without their husbands’ seed… and not losing their Chastity,” the soothing childish voice once again was announced.
“Moreover, how would I approach with this embarrassing matter to my brother, Maa?” She mumbled… kneeling in front of the beautiful portrait of the Great Goddess… folding her hands in a praying mood. “And now It seems I have no alternative… please Maa, give me the courage and show the path to propose it to my brother.”
“Don’t worry my child, I’ll help you to seduce him.” With that assuring voice suddenly the mist was vanished… but till then she couldn’t believe she had a brief conversation with the great Goddess ‘Parvati Maa’ about her pregnancy. Few minutes later, with shaky legs Soma walked out from the worship room… being filled with emotion and getting positive hope of her pregnancy.
She had come to her parents’ house few days ago to enjoy the Puja Festival… but with a depressed mood of unsuccessful pregnancy. Her mother then advised her to go to ‘Maa Saradashram’ and get the holy priest’s blessing. She obeyed then and there… followed his advice… and get Parvati Maa’s message. She was now thinking about the great Goddess’s assurance… sitting on a stool in front of the dressing-table, being completely naked.
Her mind was then diverted… towards her gloomy career and sex-life. Being a low-level singer, she couldn’t earn enough to enjoy her life moderately and so she had to depend on her parents’ income till now. On the other hand, her Muslim husband Rahim Seikh too was neither able to help the family financially nor make her pregnant… although he had enough sperm accountability. Even the doctor’s reports showed they both were capable of becoming parents, but they failed to achieve that.
