I am not very good at writing, but I am coming up on the anniversary of when I let the love of my life slip away. The backstory for me is I always knew I liked girls when I was little. However, I had a mother that was always on drugs and let her boyfriends have their way with me for money. This part of my life made me fearful of men and I have never had anything inserted in me again, besides a finger or two, until this moment.
I was just out of college and was living with a girl, Hayley, for 3 years. She was a very fit girl as she was a runner. I was not fit, but I am thin. She knew I was a lesbian and she didn’t care. I never went after her, but I did really love her. One day, she came back home after a weekend with her boyfriend and she told me she was going to be moving in with him. I was distraught. I did not want her to leave me. She started packing some things and that’s when I decided to tell her that I was in love with her and didn’t want her to leave. She didn’t give any response back to me and just walked out the door with a small bag of her things. I didn’t hear from her until the next day when she came back with a gift bag and put it on the counter. I was on the couch watching TV and said I’m sorry for what I said. She didn’t say anything, just came over to me on the couch.
She stood in between me and the TV. I was wearing sweat pants and a sweatshirt and she was wearing a very sexy outfit of tight black dress pants and a low cut tan blouse. Without thinking, I blurted out that she looked very beautiful. She smiled at me and reached out and put her hand on my cheek. I looked up at her and she bent over and gave me a long, soft kiss on my lips. I was so shocked and got really turned on. She kept kissing me and we started making out really hard. She straddled me on the couch and kept kissing me and she started moving her hands down to my breasts. My boobs aren’t huge as they are only b-cups with tiny pink nipples, but hers were larger than mine. My nipples got really hard as she rubbed them over my sweatshirt. She then moved her hands down to the bottom of my shirt and started pulling up my shirt to take it off. I was not wearing a bra so my boobs were exposed for her to look at.
She got off me and stood up and took of her blouse and she was wearing a very sexy white bra. She grabbed my hands and brought them up to her boobs for me to rub them. I was in pure ecstasy when I touched her boobs. While I was rubbing them, she unstrapped her bra and I pulled it off, exposing her big red nipples. I tried standing up to suck on them but she pushed me down.
She then started taking off her pants and I noticed she was not wearing any underwear. I have been wanting to see her naked since the day we met and she is standing in front of me now, completely naked. She finally said something to me.
“Since you love me so much, show me what I have been missing down there.” She caressed my cheek and pulled my face toward her pussy. She was a little wet already when I started licking. She tasted so good. Over the years, I have gotten good at eating pussy and lived to do it. I get so wet hearing girls moan from me eating their pussy. I started slow with Hayley, licking every inch of her lips. I couldn’t believe I am finally able to do this with her. I started getting wet myself and could feel my pussy getting wetter the more wetter I got Hayley. She started to moan louder and I could feel her start shaking as I kept licking her clit. I could tell she was getting close as her knees were getting weaker. After a few minutes of eating her out, she got very wet, then pushed me back on the couch and straddled me again.
We started kissing and tonguing as I rubbed her clit some more. I could tell she came as she was dripping wet when I was done. She stopped kissing me and pulled back and stared at me for a couple seconds. I told her she tasted so great. She smiled, kissed me softly on the neck and she moved her tongue down my neck and chest and took in one of my nipples in her mouth. I let out a little moan as she started sucking hard on my nipple and biting it a little as well. She moved over to the other nipple and started sucking and biting that one. She then started moving lower towards my pussy. She took my pants and slid them and my underwear down to my feet. She opened my legs and started kissing me on my stomach. She looked up at me and said “Tell me if I don’t do this to your liking. I haven’t done this before.” I nodded and watched her move her face to my wet pussy.
She was pretty good for her first time. It felt so good to have her tongue all over my pussy. She was very good at licking and sucking my clit. I felt like I was going to explode until she abruptly stopped. She came up and kissed me hard, forcing her tongue in my mouth. When she stopped kissing me, I told her she got me so close to coming. She stood up and looked at me and said she had a surprise for me. She went over to her bad she brought with her. I was really confused what was going on.
She pulled out a strapon dildo still in the packaging. I was shocked. I told her no, I really don’t want that in me. I didn’t like toys. She told me that if she was going to love me, she will need to have toys in her life. She put on the strapon and put on a little lube. She came over to me and told me to stand up.
We started making out while standing. She grabbed my hand and put it on the rubber cock. I have never held a cock in my hand. I started to shake a little bit. She could feel that and she then grabbed my ass and pulled me closer. The dildo slid between my legs and rubbed against my pussy. I hate to admit it but that did feel good. She turned me around and told me to get on my knees on the couch against the wall. She put her hands on my back and leaned over and started kissing my back. She then rubbed my pussy with the head of the cock and told me to relax. I felt like a virgin, nervous and scared for what pain I was going to be in. Then I felt it go in.
She started slow, only putting in the tip. She rocked back and forth while I got used to the tip, then she slid the whole thing in. It wasn’t a big dildo, maybe 6 inch and somewhat thick, but it was way more than I have taken in several years. She let the whole thing in my pussy and held it there. She put her hands on my hips and started thrusting harder and harder. It did feel good and started feeling really good the more she was in my pussy. She was really fucking me good for several minutes. I was moaning loudly and came very hard. She could tell I did and she pulled the dildo out. My pussy was dripping wet and I felt so good after that. She turned me around and started kissing me some more. She spread my legs as I was sitting on the couch. She rubbed my pussy and asked me if I enjoyed that. I told her I did, way better than I had expected. She asked if I wanted to get fucked some more. I reluctantly agreed as I didn’t want to let her go.
She then put the dildo in my and started thrusting in and out of my pussy. She kept kissing me and moving to my boobs while she fucked me. It felt so good in this position and made me feel really good as she was kissing me and sucking my boobs back and forth. She didn’t have to fuck me too long in this position as I came pretty quickly. I had my legs wrapped around her waist as the dildo was out of my pussy and hanging down near my ass. I could feel how wet it was with my asscheeks. As we were kissing, I could feel her hand sliding the dildo in between my cheeks. She asked if I liked anything in my ass. I do like my ass licked and sometimes with the right girl, a finger felt nice.
I told her I didn’t want the dildo in my ass. I told her it is too big and I don’t know if I am going to like it. She said we should try it and I rejected her again. She said “I love you and really want to experience this with you.” I just pulled her in and kissed her hard. She got up and put some more lube on the dildo. I was very anxious to this. As she came over, I wanted her to fuck me in this same position so I could see her face. She agreed and slid my ass out more. She rubbed the head around my ass and put some lube in my hole. I reached out to grab her boobs and she came closer so I can lick her nipples. As I was doing that, I felt the head go into my ass. It went in a lot easier than I thought. She went slow, inching in the cock more and more with each thrust. She started going faster and faster. It actually felt really good and she made me feel better as she loved to suck my boobs while she fucked me. I started rubbing my pussy hard and was about to come again, but before I could, she pulled it out and told me to flip over. I agreed and she stuck it back in my ass from behind. I didn’t really like this position so much but I was able to come. She kept thrusting for a little more after I came. I think she was trying to come herself but it didn’t work.
After she pulled out, she turned me over and took the strapon off. She put her pussy up to my mouth and I started licking and sucking her pussy some more. She finally came and I could feel her juices all over me. Her knees git week again and joined me on the flood, leaning against the couch. She kissed me some more and told me she was glad I came on to her. She started getting dressed as I sat there with a big smile on my face. Once she got dressed, she kissed me again and pinched my nipple and said “you are also very beautiful.” She took her strapon and lube and put it back in the bag and walked out of the apartment.
The greatest part is I was finally with somebody I loved and still love her today. The really sad part is she never spoke to me again. This happened nearly 4 years ago and I think about that night every day.
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