I am 18 years old and live alone with my mother since my mother (49) and father got divorced when I was 12 years old. Now let me take you few weeks back in time, where it all started. A few weeks ago, I woke up and I realized one of my testicles was hurting like crazy. I could barely even walk properly, and I had been tolerating the pain since about an hour after I woke up. But then, I just couldn’t anymore. I finally told my mother that my testicle was hurting like hell with tears in my eyes. She got worried and asked me if I had hurt it somehow, and I told her it’s been like that since I woke up. She told me to let her see it, and of course I was very shy. I didn’t let her see it, however, looking at the pain I was in, she pulled my pants down and took a look at it. We realized my right testicle was swollen , and I screamed in pain as she pressed it to check. We immediately went to see a doctor and it turned out I had a testicular torsion. A condition in which a testicle twists and blocks blood flow. If it isn’t treated within 6–8 hours, it can cause permanent damage to the testicle.
So I had to get a surgery done, and after that I came home. The next morning she woke me up, and asked me how I was feeling down there. I couldn’t really feel anything, but “better” I told her . She told me to let her take a look at it. I told her she didn’t need to, but she told me it was for my own sake and that I don’t have to be shy. She took a look at it for a minute or so, and then told me she was gonna go prepare breakfast for me.
The next day, she woke me up again, and asked me how I was feeling. I gave her the same reply and she told me to let her see it again. “I know you’re worried but you don’t have to check it everyday, it’ll be fine.” I said, but she said it was fine, as she pulled my pants down. I got hard, it’s natural, can’t really help it. It was embarrassing for both, me and her. However, she said it’s fine, took a look at it, and went away again.
Days went by, and she used to check my penis everyday. I was no longer stopping her from seeing my penis since I got pretty comfortable with her too, and was no longer shy. I went hard when she saw my penis sometimes but it was fine, none of us really cared about that. Instead she found it funny when I got hard, made jokes about it and gave me a smile.
The same kept going on for 2 weeks. She used to wake me up, check my penis, and have a small talk with me. In fact, there was this day where we were just talking while she was checking my penis and she said “Your hair down there has grown really long”. I laughed and she asked me if I wanted her to trim it. I couldn’t deny, I had been getting sexual feelings for my mother by that time, so I said sure. And she gently trimmed my public hair.
Now it started to get a bit sexual. My penis was healed after 2 weeks, however, she still checked my penis every day even after that. She used to pull my pants down, turn it around and look at it for a bit and pull my pants up again. This one day, just like every other day, she came to wake me up, and here’s how it went :