I just want to be used

I came to this site because since the demise of Craiglists’ No Strings Attached section, it’s been difficult to meet men for sex. I am a man, in my late 40’s and I have discovered I love being used for sex, very, very much.

To explain it all, is to go too far back and into too much detail. I began experimenting in sex with men in my 30’s. I won’t start there either, I’m going to start in my early 40’s when I learned just how much I love being used for sex.

I used Craigslist to meet men for sex. It was easy, just chat a little, show up to the agreed meeting point and if all was good – boom – SEX!

I always feel guilty afterward, but, I get turned on so easily, commercials, movies, it seems like sex is everywhere, and because I’m not dating women seriously, I choose to meet men for sex and hope they understand how I want them to use me.

Most men just don’t get it. They are too laid back, too quiet, too timid, too shy or too vanilla. I mean come on, I drove to YOU for YOU to use my mouth and ass to pleasure YOUrself. I tell them in the phone calls, and at the meeting point, I love being deepthroated, facefucked, submitting to anal, and I want you to cum where you want, don’t ask me if it’s ok in my mouth, my ass, my face – JUST CUM WHERE YOU WANT – I love cum.

You see, I get so much pleasure being used for sex, I feel empowered because I’m making myself available to men, BY CHOICE. The romantic thing is too much work with women, the game playing is tiring, it gets old, and I like SEX!

So, in my mind, if I’not cumming, somebody should, and I like being used to help guys pleasure themselves.

It was forced on me as a kid, so… things happen in life and unfortunately for me, this is my response. I LOVE women, I don’t actually want a romantic relationship with a guy – just no strings attached sex. Long term if I could ever find the right guy.

You see the truth is, in a public place like a park, restroom, or where no other people are around, if a guy whipped his cock out and put it to my mouth… I probably could not resist sucking him off. As long as he was not gross, as long as he’s CLEAN, not too verbal to start, and especially if he has a nice cock… I’m probably gonna take him in my mouth and enjoy.

Here, let me tell you how sex is just so hot, most times it does not matter what a guy looks like. I met a guy on CL once, who shared his cock pic. It was pretty, not too big, not too hairy, thick and pale (I like white guys). I liked his cock pic so much I told him that when I got to his place, to please face fuck me, deep throat me, and cum in my mouth. He agreed.

But, when I got to his place, wow… it was filthy! A mess, I mean he had the squalor thing down pat. He said he was married, but, wow, the place was a total wreck. Anyway, I was already wanting sex badly, we got undressed, he left his shirt on. Once I got a good luck at him, I could see why. He wasn’t initially too out of shape, but then I could see he had a belly, like, unattractive. Suddenly, I could not see myself doing oral for him. So when he asked how I wanted to start, I had to think if I even wanted to have sex.

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