My knees went weak. How were so many cliches real? Why didn’t I react this strongly to my age-appropriate boyfriend? Why was I whimpering?
“I shouldn’t… I can’t…” I whispered to him, unable to hide the desperation in my voice.
“Well, that is a shame,” he murmured as his hand left my chin. “Perhaps this is why you are failing my class, as well as a couple of others, Mona.” Uncle Alex took a step back, crossing his arms as he eyed me sternly. “There will be many times in life that you need help, need to vocalize what might be wrong. People can’t help you if you refuse to ask for it, or take it when it’s being offered.” As he lectured me, my mind began to clear from its lustful haze, although my body still felt on edge. “Perhaps tomorrow you’ll be more willing to actually let me in and help.” With that, he moved past me and into the bathroom. I clutched the towel more tightly to my body as I went in my room.
I was a mix of emotions. The lust was still there, of course. Frustration with myself for believing in that fantasy for a moment in the hall. Annoyance at my uncle’s lecture, not to mention him making the decision with my mom to force me to get tutored with him. I threw on the oversized t-shirt I always wear to bed and threw my damp hair up in a bun. Despite the shower, I was tired. I crawled into bed, vowing I would just get whatever I was supposed to get done for this extra credit and force myself to stop fantasizing about my uncle.
Sleep came to me all too quickly, the combination of the wine and the shower sending me into a deep slumber.
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Alex:
I spent longer in the shower than I usually do. I wanted to make sure she was asleep. Mona’s always slept like the dead, and add alcohol to the mix, she should be out fully. I knew she had a crush on me. Kids at school always think no one overhears their whispered conversations in the hall. I listen in to gather whatever information is needed to ensure everyone in my class is doing okay. I’ve heard the occasional couple of school girls call me hot, but I never paid much attention. Until Mona admitted it.
I’ve had very taboo ideas when it comes to my niece. I’ve not been able to make any relationship work long term because she was my ultimate fantasy. She’s filled in so perfectly, looking the part of a little fuckdoll. She’s still so innocent though. That just makes me want her more.
I pushed too hard too quickly tonight though. I already have her lined up to spend more time over here. Before long, we’ll have half her stuff over here just for ease. I was being greedy. I want her. I want her to submit to me. I also need to make sure she actually passes, even if just barely, her classes so that she can graduate.
I just need to continue dangling the prospect in front of her. Make her believe we are in love. Let her fall into this forbidden romance. It will take time. A little push, then a little pull. I had the new camera showerhead installed to help me on nights she won’t be here. And, on the nights she is…