First time she plays with her son

I’ve thought about this a lot over the last few weeks. Do you know how, in stories of this ilk, there’s typically some bolt-of-lightning effect, a ‘lightbulb moment,’ where everything ‘makes sense’ and some ‘inner beast is awoken?’ The truth is that things don’t work like that. It’s not that – All right, that’s not fair. I can’t say that. I was about to say that these things never work like that but I can’t speak for anyone else. All I can say is that’s not how it worked for me – and I don’t know anyone who’s been through … Read more

I Hope That We Both Have Girls

I can’t say that I’m really surprised when Danielle handed me divorce papers. Our lives were completely turned upside down ever since that night, when she woke up to find me dumping my load into our 16-year-old daughter. Lindsey had come immediately to my defense. Trying to explain, that it was something that she wanted, that I had no blame in the matter. Her mother of course was livid, and did everything in her power to put me away for good. It was an absolute mess of course. And Lindsey had publicly denied all of the allegations, that Danielle had … Read more