I was nervous whole time. I got ready and Amitโs car arrived. I got inside and went to the hospital. I felt very very nervous. I kept waiting at hospital for 20 minutes.
Doctor called me inside. I went into the Doctorโs room
Doctor asked โYou are Msโฆโฆ.?โ
I replied โNeha doctorโ
She said โHello Neha. I am Dr. Anjaliโ
I said โHello Doctorโ
She said โI have good news and some bad news for you Nehaโ
I said โPlease tell me doctorโ
She said โGood news is you are perfectly healthy right now. โ
โThanks Doctorโ I felt relieved.
She continued โBad news is little complicated. โ
I asked โWhat is it? Doctorโ I said in nervous voice
She said โWell, Neha. โฆ..It says you are on birth controlโ
I said โYes Doctorโ
She asked โNeha…..you are not married?โ
I said โNo Doctorโ
She asked โNeha, Do you have boyfriend or fiancรฉ?โ
I said โNo doctorโ
She asked โCan you call your parents here? What I am about to say is extremely important.โ
I said โI donโt have parents doctorโ
She asked โI am very sorry to say this Ms. Neha. Sex can be fun in this age but please do be carefulโฆโฆalright?โ
I said โI understand doctorโ.
She said โI am saying this because you are youngโ
I said โDoctor. Actually I do have a boyfriend doctor but nothing serious in that relationship.โ
She said โNeha can you bring your boyfriend here so that he can understand the situation betterโ
I said โDoctor. Our relationship is new one and itโs not serious.โ
She said โLet me warn you that what I am about to say is very very important. Hence, It is better if you have someone close with you right nowโ
I said โI donโt have anyone close to me right now doctorโ
My heart started racing like anything. What does she want to say? Will she say I am pregnant?
She saidโOk Nehaโฆโฆโ
โDo you have any plans to get married?โ
I said โNo doctorโ
She said โNehaโฆyou said you have boyfriend but not serious boyfriendโฆโฆ..I donโt know what to sayโ
โPlease doctor tell me what it isโฆ.โ. in a nervous voice
She said โNehaโฆโฆyou have very low egg countโ
I asked โWhat doctor?โ
She said โYour egg count is very low. You will face problems with pregnancy in future. Right now, your issue is small. โ
I asked โWhat are you telling doctor?โ
She said โWhat I am saying is โฆโฆ if you donโt have kids in next 2 years, you may never become pregnant in your life again
I said โWow doctorโ
She said โYou will run out of eggs fast. Chances of you becoming pregnant after two years is almost impossibleโ
I felt my whole life is shattered. I already purchased apartments and a car. I have to pay EMIs. I have a new job now. I started to sweat.
Doctor asked โNehaโฆ..are you ok?โ
I said โyesโ in a shaking nervous voice.
She gave me small sealed water bottle which was on table and asked me to drink it.
Meanwhile she got a phone call and she said โexcuse meโ and moved aside to take the phone call in corner of the room.
I took the water bottle with little shaky hand and started drinking it. I kept thinking.
It takes at least 5 years for me to settle down in life and to clear off EMIs. I canโt stop them in middle. What about Amitโs commission? What about my relationship with Rahul?