I waited in lobby for 20 minutes and Amitโs driver gave a missed call to my phone. I sensed my phone vibration. I took my phone off charger and went outside. Car is waiting outside for me.
I got into the car and dropped me at Rahulโs house. Amitโs car left. I rung door bell.
Rahul asked from door โWho is it?โ. I said โIts Nehaโฆ..your sweet girlfriendโ. He opened door for me. He is in underwear.
I looked at him strangely. He said โThereโs a girl upstairsโ.
He said โCome on! You can sleep with anybody. I shouldnโt?โ
I smiled and said โfineโ
He said โGo to the 2nd floor and sleep. I am ordering food online. If you want, you can eat it. The girl should not see you ok?โ
I said โokโ and went directly to 2nd floor. I kept thinking about Rahul.
I went to bathroom and brushed my teeth and had a nice shower to refresh myself because I was at the hospital all day.
I thought about yesterday. Rahul was so romantic and stuff but now he is already sleeping with another girl. Just in a single day, what a big change.
Again, I thought about myself. I slept with ashok sir and kumar sir. I felt like a hypocrite. I realized that this relationship may not work on long term. May be we are in honeymoon phase now and everything is sounding sweet.
I have mixed feelings for Rahul. I started thinking about what Amit always says. He talks about sex life different from normal life. Rahul and I are dating now. We slept with others only for pleasure.
When I thought about it in Amitโs angle, it felt ok for me. I got really confused about this whole thing with Rahul. On one hand, I donโt feel comfortable. On other hand, I am also doing what Rahul is doing. We are sleeping with other people. Ours is open relationship.
After few more minutes of thinking, I decided not to corrupt my mind with unnecessary thoughts.
I finished shower and I got out from bathroom and dressed myself in night shirt and pajamas. Meanwhile I got message from Rahul saying that food is ready.
I went downstairs carefully and microwaved it. I went to kitchen and ate the food. I ate it alone. It felt very depressing and boring to eat alone.
After eating food, I went upstairs to floss my teeth. I kept browsing my smartphone few minutes and fell asleep. It was 10:30PM already.
I woke up next day at 9:00AM.
Amit came for me in car by himself. Rahulโs girl left the house in the morning itself.
Rahul and I sat on same table and had breakfast.
I asked โHow was sex last night?โ
He replied โgoodโฆ..goodโ
I asked him โNot great?โ
He said โNot as great as we hadโ
I smiled.
I said โI felt little uncomfortable when I saw that girl yesterday Rahulโ
He said โNeha! We are in open relationship.โ
I said โI knowโฆ.โ
He continued โImagine my feeling when I dropped you at kumar sirโs houseโ
I said โAshok sirโs houseโ
He said โyeahhh whateverโ
He continued โI also felt uncomfortable but what to do Neha? Our relationship started on the basis that nothing about our lives outside of this relationship will not be changing right?โ
I replied โyesโ
He continued โit will take some time for us to get over the issue. We are in honeymoon phase right now as relationship is new. We will take decision as time goes forwardโ