As gently as I dared I reached out and put my thumb on the hammer of the pistol so it couldn’t go off, then I pushed it away from her head towards the street! She was shocked and hurt that she had been found like that, but she let the pistol go and really started to cry harder! I quickly made the gun safe, and took out the magazine for extra safety, then put the gun down! I sat beside her, put my arm round her, and gently said “What are you doing Angela?”
She didn’t answer, but she put her arms around me and held me tight as she cried for about a half hour! The adrenaline running through me had sobered me up, and I realized she was in a very delicate state so I just held her and let her cry! Here finally was the object of my love, in my arms, and all she was doing was crying! I hated Richard for what he had done to her, but I hated myself more for the desire that ran through me, my aching cock so hard that there must have been an impression of my zipper in the underside of it!
After about a half hour, Angela stopped crying! I realized she had gone to sleep! I tenderly picked her up and carried her inside, laid her on the couch, covered her with a blanket and went out to get the gun! Once I had the gun I brought it inside, stripped it down, thanking my love of action movies for knowing how to do so, and I put the pieces of it on the kitchen counter. Only then did I go and sit in the chair opposite Angela and watch her as she slept!
“Oh FUCK!!” was what woke me! I had never heard Angela swear that much and it shocked me! I opened my eyes and saw her, sitting up on the couch, looking at me with horror in her eyes!
I looked at her and said “Please don’t be mad at me, I know I should have gone home last night after I got you inside, but I wanted to know you were ok”
I thought she was going to yell at me, scream at me, call my mom, and maybe call the cops on me, but I still sat there, waiting to see what would happen! Finally Angela said “Why?”
“Why what Angela?”
“Why did you stop me from killing myself?”
At this point I didn’t know what to do, but to tell her the truth! I told her how I had been out on my birthday and seen her with the gun, and stopped her because it wasn’t right. OK, I didn’t tell her the whole truth that I was in love with her, which I was now fully aware that I was! Totally, irrevocably and entirely in love with her! Not a boy’s love, but a Man’s!
She then did something that I didn’t expect! She invited me to sit next to her on the couch! When I had done this, she asked me not to tell my mother what she had tried to do! I really didn’t know what to do, but she said that she would explain it all to me, if I would come over that afternoon with my mother, so that she could tell her! Reluctantly I agreed!
I went home and found my mom and dad up and about! They asked if I had had a good night, to which I replied that it was unusual and not what I expected! Dad just laughed and said it was the alcohol, and he left for work! When I was alone with mom, I asked her if she was free that afternoon, and when she asked why, I told her that Angela wanted to see us both! I didn’t tell her how I knew that, and she didn’t ask!