My name is Manjunath a 48 year old widower from India. I was leading a decent middle class life until my wife expired few years ago. This is my real life story. Though I am totally ashamed of myself and my actions, I have only written this to make other widowers aware of the dangers of loneliness and also the dangers of staying alone with their daughters during such times of life.
My wife and I have only one daughter. Her name is Madhura. Since she was our only daughter we loved her very much. She too loved us a lot. We got her married very early when she was just 20 years of age.
She had a happy married life and gave birth to two children within the next 5 years.Tragedy stuck this year as her husband passed away in an accident.My daughter became a widow in her early age of 25 years.
My daughter stayed with her in-laws and I lived alone.Her in-laws suggested that Madhura and her children should come and live with me. As this may keep the loneliness of both away, and also a good environment to grow for the children. I also agreed. For few years there was no woman in my house, was depressed and frustrated at my loneliness and hence this creates a great happiness in me.
When my daughter and her children came to live with me, I was overjoyed to have their company. I had a small house with one living room, two bedrooms, a kitchen, and the usual bathroom.Since the rooms were very small, each bed-room had space for only one bed. Madhura and her children occupied one bedroom and I slept in the other.
My daughter took charge of all the needs of the house in terms of cooking, cleaning, washing etc. She kept the house clean and made sure that, I was served coffee, milk, breakfast, lunch and dinner on time.
For one month things were fine,one day during the cold winter,I found my daughter sleeping on a mat in the living room early in the morning! I woke her up to ask”Madhu…What happened? Why are you sleeping here? Why are you not sleeping on the bed in your room? ”
She replied, “Oh Papa! There is almost no place on the bed. Your grandchildren toss and turn and kick their legs while sleeping. It was so disturbing and that’s why I came here and slept”
I said “You should have woken me up. I would have come and slept on this mat in the living room and you could have slept on my bed in my bedroom ”
She replied, “No Papa. That is your and my late mummy’s bed. I did not wish to be a nuisance ”
I said, ” Madhu, what is this? You are my daughter. Though you have become a mother of two children,you are still my child. So don’t talk nonsense. From tonight, let your children use the bed in your bed-room.You sleep on my bed and I shall come and sleep here.”
She said, “No Papa. I dont want you to sleep on the floor,so let me sleep here. It’s not a problem for me. You can have your own bed ”
I firmly said, ” No Madhu! you should sleep on my bed and I will sleep on the floor here. That is final.Now,no arguments ”
She said, “OK Papa. But I dont want you to sleep on the floor. If you insist that I should sleep on your bed, then I have an idea. Look Papa, is it okay with you if I come and sleep on your bed along side with you?….Afterall I am your daughter and have slept on your bed along side you so many times during my childhood. ”
I should have thought about the dangers. I should have thought well before answering. Foolishly I did not. I simply did not want my own daughter to be disappointed. Afterall she was simply being affectionate. So without any vision, in order not to hurt her I replied, “Okay Madhu, from tonight, after putting your children to sleep in their room, you come and sleep on my bed,beside me! Happy now? ”
She replied happily”Yes Papa. Like old times, I can still recollect all those nights during my childhood, when I used to sleep next to you and you used to tell me stories! ”
That night after dinner I went to my bed and lay down on one side leaving ample space for my daughter on the other side. For some reasons, I could not sleep and was lying wide awake on my bed. In the darkness as there was the usual nightly power cut, after finishing all her work my young daughter put her children to sleep.
The door to my bedroom opened. I saw my daughter entering with a candle. She glanced at me. She thought that I was asleep. So, I too pretended to be asleep but my eyes were slightly open watching her. As the candle light was too dim she could not see my slightly open eyes. I looked at her, as she moved about silently in the semidarkness keeping some newspapers on the shelf.
I had always looked upon my daughter as a little girl. Though my daughter was the mother of two children, it was for the first time in the candle light I realised that she was a fully grown woman! She was beautiful. She obviously had a bath. My daughter was very fair. Now with her white saree and blouse, she looked like an angel.
I saw the out-line of her gorgeous breasts from under the pallu of her saree. When she turned I also noticed the out-line of her large and firm buttocks under her saree. As I continued watching her,I felt my penis getting hard. I had been without a woman for almost two years. Now that I was seeing a woman in my bedroom and that too in the semidarkness at night. I was getting sexually excited though it was my own daughter..! I was disgusted at myself!
Madhura put off the candle. In the darkness she came and lay down beside me. I was awake and hoping that she would not notice the erection under my dhoti..! I could smell her fragrance,My erection was fully raging now.
Within the next 10 minutes I noticed that she had fallen asleep. I turned on my side to look at her,She looked so innocent, So beautiful,So tender,and So delicate. It was sad that she had become a widow. Though my penis was erect and I felt like touching her exciting body, I knew my limits. Madhu was my daughter,I dared not to touch her. I tried to sleep and finally fell into a stupor.
After a couple of hours some movement on the bed woke me up. I saw that in her deep sleep Madhu had turned and snuggled up close to me like she used to be when she was a little girl. Her voluptous body touched mine. She had flung her left arm over me hugging me. The only problem now was, she was not a child.
She was a fully grown attractive and voluptous woman and more importantly I was a man who had gone without a woman for two years. My penis was once again erect! My heart was beating wildly. I started sweating! I was frightened.
She had hugged me out of a daughter’s trust and love for her father. Not out of any sexual feeling. I did not wish to do anything foolish. I did not wish to be an idiot. But, no matter how much I tried, I could not control my own sexual excitement.
A war was raging within me. A war between a father’s feelings towards a daughter and a man’s feelings towards a sexually attractive woman. After some time she came more close to me and hugged me more tightly. She was whispering something in her sleep. I tried carefully and listened.She whispered” Vinu…… Darling ……. I want you ……. I am aching for you ……. Come Darling ……. I am waiting! ”
I was shocked and saddened too! Vinod was her late husband,My daughter was missing him sexually..! God!!! She was not hugging me with affection as a daughter,she was dreaming that she was in bed with her late husband and hugging him sexually..!
I realised that it was almost ten months since her husband had expired and obviously my daughter was sexually frustrated. So here we were both a widower father and a widowed daughter, both sexually frustrated..!
Madhura, now put her left leg over my legs. I could distinctly feel the heat from her crotch seeping through her saree through her petticoat and through my dhoti directly onto my penis. Further, again in her sleep, she caught my head with her left hand and pushed it downwards towards her breasts and began whispering again”Vinu …. Darling ……. here take my nipples ……. the baby may wake up ……. so drink my milk ……. before he wakes up ……. but keep some for the baby! ”
Though I am a father and I love my daughter as a father should, yet I am also a man with human weaknesses. I knew that my daughter was breast feeding her baby. Now that she was virtually pushing my head towards her breasts, I did not resist.
I allowed her to do so. But after pushing my head a few inches towards her breasts, to my disappointment she turned. She was lying on her back with her head turned towards me and I could tell that she was in a deep sleep. I got up slightly and crouched over her and whispered” Madhu.. are you awake? ”
Eliciting no response I gently shook her shoulder to see if she would open her eyes. Again, no response. With my inhibitions disappearing and my arousal growing, I grabbed the top of her saree palloo and slipped it down to reveal her young breasts in her bra and blouse.
I saw she was wearing a white bra inside her blouse. Very nervously I gazed at my daughter’s body. Her breasts made the blouse taught across her chest. I ran my palm very lightly over the breasts and cupped them. I got more excitement.
Ever so slowly, I began unhooking her blouse and managed to open it completely. Now her lovely breasts were visible in her bra. I lightly touched her bra. I paused, checked her face again to see if she was waking. My hands were shaking at this point, and my knees felt ready to buckle. Taking a silent deep breath I turned her slowly to her left side.
I unhooked her bra and turned her again on her back. The sight was incredible. My young daughter’s breasts were perfect. They were large, round and fleshy with large, brownish red and protruding nipples topping them off. Just the way I liked them.
Silently, I began fondling my widowed daughter’s exciting breasts, I lightly pinched her nipples. Madhura stirred in her sleep. Now I simply could not control myself. I bent and took one of her nipples into my mouth. I started sucking upon it.
Warm sweet milk started shooting into my mouth. This was my daughter’s breast milk meant for my grandchild,But here I was lustfully drinking my own daughter’s breast milk!!! As I drank her milk, I got careless. I bit her nipple, while pinching her other nipple hard with my hand.
Madhura suddenly woke up. She was shocked to see that I had unhooked her bra and blouse, was fondling one breast with my palm and was suckling upon her other breast.She exclaimed” Papa! What are you doing? ”
With shame, I replied “I am sorry Madhu, I could not control myself. After your mother died I have been with out a woman. Now when you hugged me in your sleep, I simply could not control myself. I am really sorry! ”
Even when I was saying sorry, I could not stop fondling her breasts. Madhu looked at me sadly. She kept quiet for a long time. She was immersed in her own thoughts for a while. She just lay there without moving or without talking.
I said ” Madhu, I am really sorry Darling. I really am.I have been a beast ”
She quietly removed my hand, from her breasts and said, ” Papa! I understand. I understand that you miss Mummy, But I am your own daughter. So please do not do this ”
I pleaded, ” Madhura, yes I agree that this is wrong. But I am not able to help myself. I must touch you and have you now! ”
She exclaimed, ” No Papa.. Please.. Please don’t do this. I am a widow. I am the mother of your own grandchildren. This is a sin. I can not face them and myself tomorrow, if you force yourself on me tonight ”
I said “Madhu dear, please allow me, only tonight. I am desperate to enjoy your body. Look… I have such a huge erection. Look how frustrated I am! Don’t you love me anymore? Dont you care for my needs? Dont you want your Papa to be happy? ”
She started crying and sobbed ” Papa, I have always loved you and still love you. But not like this. I love you as a daughter, So please leave me now. I shall go and sleep in the living room now! ”
I was afraid that she would leave the bed and go. I was so desperate that without waiting for her answer I leaned on my daughter and kissed her. I again lowered my head over my daughter’s breasts and sought her nipples with my mouth. My daughter began struggling under me and tried to wriggle free to run away.
I caught her wrists and forced myself on her to crush her under my weight and keep her from running away. She kept struggling but could not move from my arms. I opened my mouth and sucked her erect nipples into my mouth. My tongue was moving over her swollen breast. Finally she gave up struggling.
She sobbed “Papa, is what you are doing to me right? Is it not a sin? I know you want a woman to satisfy you. But can’t you find some other woman ,Papa? I am your own daughter afterall! ”
I replied ” I know Darling. I am ashamed. But I am unable to control my feelings. I am excited now. I want you as a woman tonight. I want to touch you, feel you, caress you and want to have sex with you! Please dear, can we forget that we are father and daughter for tonight? Please? I am so desperate! ”
Then quietly she said ” Papa, if you take me tonight, obviously you would never be able to control yourself on other nights. That means I will have to become the woman in your life to whom you have to come for your pleasure. In reality that means I would become your mistress. Is that what you want? ”
I said, ” Yes Madhu, I am really sorry. But I need to enjoy your lovely body tonight ”
She said, “Okay Papa. I understand that being a man you have needs. And since you have been without mummy for so long, I understand. Don’t be sorry. Its Okay…! You want to drink my milk right? from my breasts Papa? okay drink it. Just leave some for your grandson ”
I fondled her breasts again and pinched her nipples. I bit her tender breasts and sucked upon her swollen nipples. Gradually she began moaning and moving her hands through my hair, as she thrust her nipples into my mouth It was as if my daughter was handing me a precious, delicate gift. I suckled on her nipples and completely drank all my daughter’s breast milk. Now, my daughter looked at me silently and asked me, “Satisfied Papa? ”
I replied, ” Madhu.., I really dont know what to say. You are my daughter. But, frankly …… well …… I mean …… if you are okay …… then, I would like to do other… other things too! ”
Again, she did not answer me for a long time, I waited. My heart was beating fast and I was desperately hoping that she would allow me to make her mine.I told her, “Madhu, I want to see your cunt now ”
She closed her eyes and parted her thighs. My hand moved to her legs and began pulling up her saree. I could see a white petticoat covering her legs. I pulled up the petticoat too exposing my young Madhu’s lovely thighs. I pulled up the saree and petticoat further to expose her vagina.
Madhu had not worn any panties. I was shocked! It was covered with so much of black, curly, silky hairs. Her cunt was completely matted with her thick pubic hair. I untied the rope of her petticoat and pulled it away from her along with her saree leaving her naked. She covered her face with shyness.
I massaged my daughter’s thighs and kneaded the fleshy mound of her amazingly hairy cunt. I ran my fingers,
now and then all along her crack manipulating the labial swelling and teasing my daughter’s clitoris. She couldn’t bear the sensations. She widened her thighs and offered her cunt to my access willingly.
Then I pushed my middle finger into the slushiness of her crevice. My daughter lifted her buttocks a little and fucked back at my finger, exposing her own eagerness shamelessly.
I now kissed my daughter’s hairy cunt and played with her silky pubic hair. When the tip of my tongue probed into her engorged cunt lips, a shiver of pleasure ran through the length of her body. I started lapping at her cunt and sucked up her honey-juices. I ran my tongue all along the labyrinths of its inner lips and on the rim of its swollen outer lips.
As time went, waves of pleasure rippled through her body. Tossing her head from side-to-side, moaning and groaning. She lifted her buttocks and pushed the gash of her cunt at my face. Suddenly my daughter convulsed. The dam inside her cunt broke down to bathe my tongue and mouth with the floods of its juices.
Her buttocks collapsed on the bed but she didn’t let me go. I lapped at her cunt for some more time till she was completely satisfied and smiled at her. Out of shyness, she covered her face with her hands. I took away her hands and kissed her tenderly.
She whispered to me ” Papa.., take me now. Make love to me as strongly as you can. Dont worry about me. I can’t wait any more ”
So saying she spread her thighs wide apart and pulled up her knees to touch her chest. In that spread out position of her cunt my innocent Madhu looked so vulgar, so cheap and yet so exciting!!!
She said ” Is this not, what you lusted for Papa? Here I am. Here is my most private part for your pleasure.., Your own daughter’s most private part. I have now made myself completely exposed and as vulnerable as I could be, as my gift for you. For all your love and care for me, from my childhood! ”
I placed my throbbing cock at her little vaginal entrance and began to thrust it into her. As I began to enter her, she screamed. But, as I kept thrusting my cock deep inside her pussy. She seemed to be in terrible pain. I stopped.
I asked her ” Madhu Darling, what is the matter? Are you in pain?”
She whimpered ” Yes, Papa, it is terribly paining. Please keep still and dont withdraw. Just give me a moment to relax. I shall be okay and then you can thrust your organ fully into me ”
I asked her “Madhu you have given birth to two children, So….your cunt must be large enough,why is it paining you? ”
She whimpered again ” Papa,you are a real man. The size of your huge penis is simply too big for my vagina. Your organ is almost three times as long and as thick as my late husband’s organ was. My vagina is not used to such a big organ. Plus, after my husband’s death I have not had sex at all,Almost a year. So possibly I may have shrunk. Now your organ is opening my vagina up, all over again! But dont worry Papa. Just give me a minute to accommodate your organ. I should be okay shortly and then you can push yourself into me fully and begin to have your pleasure! ”
My daughter was really caring. I kissed her and leaned over to suck her erect nipples into my mouth. After a while, when I saw that my daughter was okay, I forcefully thrust my full organ into her tight cunt. She screamed again. Now I began fucking her slowly. Not the big rush that I was in before, but with long deep strokes.
Gradually my daughter was begining to enjoy my strokes.She said, ” Papa, my pain is gone now. Now you can increase your speed and take your pleasure from me. I will also try and give you pleasure, like mummy probably gave you ”
I started thrusting myself more faster and deeper into her cunt. She was herself raising her buttocks and fucking herself back, at my thrusting organ!
As I was fucking her, I asked her in lust ” Madhu, is this how your husband used to fuck you too? ”
She said ” No Papa.. Though Vinod was a nice husband, he was not so good in bed. He had a small penis and could not control himself. He used to ejaculate into me in 10 seconds after he put his organ into my vagina. You are fucking me so hard and for so long. I am enjoying you so much more ”
My speed and force increased further. I could see that my daughter was building up towards her orgasm. I started slamming my cock into her cunt with full force and vigour now. Madhura was biting her lips and focussing on getting her orgasm now.
I slammed into her still more deeply. She wrapped her arms and thighs around me. She fucked her vagina upwards onto my penis with such force and pressure as fast as I could move. Suddenly her vaginal muscles gripped my penis and burst with her orgasm. She moaned deeply as her vagina began to release her juices.
Her nails dug into my back and her thighs wrapped tighter around my torso. Her orgasm lasted for almost a minute and she kept moaning throughout. Finally she collapsed dead tired. After a minute she regained her composure and said, ” Papa, now its your turn for pleasure ”
I said, ” No Madhu.., I should not ejaculate into your cunt. I dont want you to get pregnant. I think that you better suck my organ and let me do that in your mouth ”
She replied ” Papa.., I shall certainly suck your organ and give you pleasure. But later. Now I want you to ejaculate into my vagina. I want to feel my strong Papa’s fertile semen shooting through my womb. Dont worry Papa, I will have birthcontrol pills from tomorrow. But tonight, I want you to have your pleasure in my vagina and fill me up ”
So saying she gripped my cock, with her strong vaginal muscles and again started thrusting her cunt on my penis. I felt heavenly and knew I could not last. Finally my own orgasm burst. I slammed my cock into my daughter’s cunt with all my might, for one last time and began ejaculating my semen deep into her cunt. I finally collapsed on my daughter. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me.
I whispered ” Madhu… did that feel like, you thought it would be? ”
She smiled dreamily ” Yes Papa, That was incredible. I always knew you were a strong man, But never imagined that you are so strong and exciting ”
I said” I am glad you enjoyed it ”
She said ” Papa, I am glad this happened between us. I have noted that you were so desperate due to the lack of a woman. From tonight, I am your woman. I am your Mistress. Now apart from the house, I can take care of your pleasure too! So whenever you want me in bed, just call me. I shall be glad to give you my body to keep you happy ”
I said ” But Madhura, what about our neighbours and your children? I am worried! ”
She mischieviously replied ” Oh Papa! You are such a dumbo! For the neighbours, we will be what we are, A widowed daughter being taken care of by her own father. My children are too small for them to know anything. And anyway, I will put them to sleep in their rooms and then come here to you every night. You can then use my body and take your pleasure from me. So everything would be okay. Dont worry! ”
Now my daughter has actually become my mistress. She sleeps in my bed and most times of a week makes it a point to fuck me and keep me happy. We are father and daughter to the external world and couples in our own.
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