“Sure, what is it?”
“Well, ummm, you know mom’s pretty religious so she won’t really talk with me about it,” she said and her eyes flicked to mine and away.
“About what?”
“Sex…” she let it linger in the air.
My stomach squirmed.
“Sure, what do you want to know?” I said feeling a little awkward.
“Well, I want to know how you’re supposed to do it, and do it safely.”
“Okay, make sure he uses a condom. Take birth control,” I responded dully.
“Come on! That’s about as lazy an explanation is as my Catholic school taught. Look, I know mom said you were cheating on her. I know you have had a lot of sex,” Kali went on while her fingers felt around the couch top. “I’ve been fooling around with a few boys and I thought I should figure out what I need to do before losing virginity.”
“Oh!” I responded with my cheeks flushing.
I was happy she was still a virgin. I felt weirdly protective. I could see Kali’s cheeks were also pink.
“Okay, what have you done so far?”
“Oh, ummm… I didn’t think you’d ask that,” she responded.
“Okay, maybe I don’t need to know.”
“No, it’s nice to have someone to talk to about it. So there’s a boy named Asher who is in my class. We’ve made out, and….um…well, I gave him a handjob.”
“Oh,” the thought of my daughter‘s sexuality was a hard pill for me to swallow.
Of course, my mind went to the imagery involved.
“Is that not safe?”
“Well, actually hand play from him or you is probably pretty safe. You’d be unlikely to get anything.”
“What do you mean get something? Like AIDS?”
“Sort of, AIDS is certainly one type of STD a person could get.”
“Oh, I don’t really know much about STDs, they only taught me abstinence in school.”
“That school sounds like garbage. STD’s are sexually transmitted diseases. Oral, anal or regular sex increase those odds, especially without protection.”
Kali gulps slightly.
“Okay, well there’s also an older guy who I’ve done some stuff with.”
“How much older? And what kind of stuff?”
“He’s in college.”
“Seems a bit old for you.”
“Maybe, he’s kind of dick too. He’s taken me to several parties and tried to have sex with me, even though I said I wanted to wait.”
“Okay, that is not cool. No one should be pushing you into something you don’t want. What happened between you?”
“Well, I did give him head a few times. Without condoms.”
“Oh, Kali, this might be a bit too much detail.”
“Can you get pregnant if a penis just touches the outside?”
“The outside?”
“Like if he drags his dick across my clit.”
I pictured my daughter naked and her pussy exposed as a big dick rubbed around it. The thought caused my face to flush and for blood to start working its way to my penis.
“KALI! Come on, I can’t hear this.”
“Seriously, who am going to ask Gram,” she said referring to her stepfather.
I certainly didn’t want Kali talking to him about this.
“Not really, but you could get an STD. Did he ejaculate on you?”
“Oh. No, he came in my mouth. How would I know if I got an STD?”
God, the very thought of my daughter swallowing cum was making my head spin.
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